Just another year pass again, and here we go to another era of 2010. A better year out of recession.. mean inflation rate higher blah blah blah.. good and the bad as well... (did i mention some language of economics??.. hmm)
Ya ok.. i had a great 2009.. and it was kind of reluctant to say "Hi' to 2010.. where my next semester started the mugging days and bye bye to my 5K frm my own pocket to school fee. working harder for a greater greades and of cos money.. And that's life never get out of being a slave for the money.
A flashback to my 2009, I made alot of new friends in SIM, having fun ,enjoyed my new course. I had did lots of travelling like BKK twice, Batam and Malaysia. Moving on from Singtel to Starhub with a better pay. It was been a happy year which i enjoyed a lot, a fulfillment one as well.
Well , moving on.. to 2010, here's my resolution:
1.A better grade (at least some Distinction please)
2.Taiwan trip
3.More income
4.Dive trip.?
HAPPY 2010 to ALL : )
And of cos pics of updates
Counting down to the next
My Beloveds
BKK Trip Encore with <3
New SIM peers. They rox.
7:50 AM
Friday, August 14, 2009
I'm so infatuated about this supreme vintage band "The Supreme" and i cant help myself keep playing this music in my mind. I just love diana Ross that empowering voice.I Loves this song!!...
I have this ideal dream on my vintage boutique will have this song playing... video of them on a mini TV... wahhhaa.. okie my thought went far quite enough.
10:31 PM
Saturday, August 01, 2009
It was end of the month and end of something which was once important to me...
9:01 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Appearently, almost sunday time was a long sleep in my sweet home. nearly rotting but was manage to get on with it here by blogging. I finally met up my bestie who i almost never met for times like months away. Busy working just like a workaholic as usual back in poly days as well. This woman is so much more workaholic than me. We have a long time chatting and she even missed a bus to chat a little while longer.Seriously i missed chating to this beloved ah Lian.. 10 more working days to go for her...till her last day at M1..WooHoo..
Weekend has a great time went shopping with my boy for consmetic, was looking around for make up that can cover my fair face with a tanning look. Most of the time i gt comments like my face look so fair might due to foundation..Literally, the marvel gel i always used to remove dead skins promotes fairer skin. Even i removed my make up, my face looks fairer as usual. Finally came across this bronzer just as perfct as i needed. I loves the edition of silver and bronze version.
This was an effect of my silver foundation..
Added on with bronzer.. it was like weeeeee..
gt that shiny effect of tan , with bit of glitterish makes the face slightly radiant and bronze looking..
Enough of my raving... and soon enough i gg to nag myself to do this mess ..
If im not wrong i guess my stuffs will be the worst whole mess compared to my frens's rooms. All these was my precious bits of bits collected for years..and was still stacking..
I can guess all these can buried me if everything fells off.. which im glad singapore do not have earthquake.After i guess here's all i have updated. im back to work on this mess..
Tml a gonna a heavy monday blues...back to work.
I have just did a craziest thing Yesterday!!!! Mr muscle man..
2:14 AM
Saturday, July 04, 2009
Apparently i was kind of too free this weekend to do some updates here. There was no schedule on my weekend job at La Luca with my extra income running out. Thinking of which, tomorrow i gg to meet my FO friends,gucci and mong ling to have a Fish and Co dinner. That means again $$...
Talking about FO back in my TP days, i recently catch up this 2 sweeties who i knew during my first Orientation camp as a new freshie. It was few years back since we met. We were both suppose to be attending her 21st Bday at chalet but both of us couldn't make it. We suggest a meet up for a treat to Manhattan Fish market restaurant. basically just looking at the advertisement can makes me drool.
So on the day itself serene was late who was the birthday girl . Well , Birthday girl might not have this priority to be late and we started off w/o her. because Xinyu and I was TOO hungry...
We started off with this Garlic Butter Mussel as appetiser.
For late comer, we left only one for her..
After serene reached, we started off our main course. From what i remember this was named "fried seafood platter combo ", which we 3 girls couldn't finish it all. There was this waitress who was serving us was holding this gas can and melted this morazelle cheese on the prawn upon serving the whole plate to us.
The rice tasted like chicken rice maybe due to some garlic taste to it.
Lastly we went to cafe cartel for desserts. there was where they are offering cakes at 50% discount after 9. We are lucky just enough to get 2 slice of black forest cake to share among us.
This weekend is flying past soon... I suppose my weekends was dedicated to my lovely boy.. Went shopping around and feasting. I have not been gg Gym nor exercising for this whole week.. Apparently just keep eating non-stop..
Gotta to tidy up the whole mess in my room to get some exercises.
8:26 PM
Friday, June 26, 2009
Sometimes it really took me quite a while to upload pictures from blogger.
I seriously hate the time waiting for all these tons of photos to be uploaded.
While anyway enough of my complaining.
I have a busy weekends and days having so much fun.
I just got a few days notice that we was able to confirm on a car ride trip in which we went last weekend.!
Was kinda excited and we have a really long ride up there.
Having serveral roadblocks and certain corrupted malaysian police for summons delay our journey.
Upon long hours later reaching KL. We were located at this alpha genesis hotel at bintang walk kualalumpur. Seriously, not a recommended one to stay in. facilities is just so but carpark and the environment at back alley is completely a run down place.
I can still find some lump of hairs upon stepping in the room near the doorstep.
Pillow still smells a bit.
ZZzzZZz. Imnt being complaining but sharing abt this if you ever considering gg KL for a trip booking any hotel.
This was my first trip to KL and this was enjoyable one. I was considering for a next trip for a longer weekend next time.
This trip was filled with so much, shopping chill, skybridge ..etc.
let the pictures talks on regards of the activities.
Starting off a long ride to KL on Saturday....
Upon reaching bintang walk at KL city..
And a shopping journey started off...walking several department stores.
And our last shopping trip ends at CheeCheongkai..
Selling lots of imitation branded goods.
They even sell some food snacks.
This was definitely look like the traditional way of selling duck.
If i did not actually mistaken of the food the man of selling this, i saw several duck's organ selling as well. Exotic food.
Near the dusk of fall, we had our dinner at some shopping mall.
This was definitely trustworthy to eat and price.
after dinner, we head back to the hotel and was too tired to go for a night life activities.
On Sunday, final of the trip.. WE woke up early at 6.30am to queue for tickets to skybridge at KL twin tower.
I was actually suggesting to my boy if there's a bungee jump over the bridge, i would surely go for it..
His hand was sweating just thinking about the height.
Some jumpshot as i request.
And then finally a group photos of us.
I was completely in love with this photo taken. candid and really childish side of him.
Sometimes he can really did something makes me laugh all the time.
The only shopping loot that i brought from the trip which i got from cheecheongkai.
I enjoyed the bargaining games and my winning trophy of this 20RM..
the cheapest i could have got.
And seriously it looks so genuine with certain small detail of the design, charms,zip with LV label...
The looks exactly like the original one.
I see not much of differences.....!!
My next trip was on coming July to BANGKOK!!..
I am so excited. we had finally booked the tickets yesterday.
I was looking up my travel guide and planning the route.
I gonna have a real shopping trip at this.
You always did as what you had promised. I <3>
8:25 PM
Monday, June 01, 2009
An Interesting fact about me!!
Was just randomly using a google search on my name and found this.
My chinese name "Hui an" is a town name in China.
I became more into this topic and found these:
This was about Hui an women.The Hui'an women practice distinctive customs and traditions that make them stand out among other ethnic minorities in China. Hui'an, a small town of 10, 000 nestled on the coast of the Huidong Peninsula, is home to the Hui'an people, whose customs have attracted the attention of Chinese and foreign scholars, as well as the imaginations of tourists. Well known for their hard work and kindness, the women do most of the formwork, road repair, and family chores while their husbands are at seaThe traditional garb of the Hui'an, a floral pattern kerchief, short jacket, silver waist belt and loose trousers is jokingly referred to as the "feudal head, democratic belly, thrifty jacket, and wasted trousers" costume.
Hui'an women generally wear kerchiefs and tight bamboo hats on their heads, a close copy of feudal styles, thus "feudal head". The short jackets they wear expose their bellies and waists, representing "democracy" or freedom and also save material for "thrift". Their trouser bottoms are wide, often 40 cm around, which has earned them the moniker of "waste". The joke gained popularity in the 1950s, and is still used today.
There are two types of bamboo hats Hui'an women wear; one is big, thick and heavy with a slightly rolled up brim, the other is small, thin and light. The hats are usually painted yellow to reflect the sunbeam and protect the men from sunburn
Young and middle-aged women divide their hair and tie it up above their ears and secure the hair with three combs. Unmarried women will wear fringes. Then the kerchief, usually a floral pattern of green and white blossoms on a white background, is folded into a triangle and tied to their heads. Not only does the kerchief protect the women from sand and rain and keep them warm, it also keeps their hairstyles in place!
So you can imagine... Me as follow.. .................................... ................................. ............................... ............................ ......................... ....................... .................... ................. ............... ............ .......... .......... ...... ..... .
The modern Huian In huian Town
WAhahahaha~~~
9:27 PM
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Finally i have some pictures on my blog. I'm going to post something i have learnt alot about myself today.
Firstly, i have been socialising a new group of friends who i just got know from Gucci.They definitly are enjoyable and fun loving ones. They never fail just to share everything they know.It was since long time ago that i really went socialising with people whom i completely do not know. Anyway, everything turns out fine and fun.
I loves talking to my girls. Having a long talk about horoscope crash with especially SCORPION guys..was just so disaster.
ADna a new friend i jus gt to know was blabbering complaing this project mates. All these experiences with this very bad mean guy sound so much like a friend of mine. Apparently they are different person. after sometime listening i jus suddenly popped out"Was this guy a scorpion?" Adna just replied me without a second thought 'YES". i just suddently get so hyped up start complaining the same she was. I realise im kind of not very forgiving in badmouthing this person. I just cant Tahan""(tolerate)....
Well i do not mean everyone. but just some typical scorpion guy u cant tolerate with when working on projects.i had this experience and not saying condemn all of them the same. I just believe in horoscope.Not into but i am observer
Gucci and i have a really long talk in the bus on the journey back home .Seriously i missed talking to her. It was really nice chatting with your closest friend and doing sort of sharing .
Sometimes you constantly need someone to keep remind you to treasure of what you own now.
Not being greedy but just contented.
Lastly , a bad habit i seriously learnt from today i need to change!!!
I admit my lateness is annoying. It came to a point that she sworn not to wait for me in which i was so disheartened with and it is also regards of my work attendance as well.
I believe i must change this for good.Seriously...
for my own goodness sake. To save me from dishonesty and trustworthy promise for myself.
8:23 AM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Sometimes, blogging is a good way to relate people's emotions. People who blogs about their happy event were proud of their life. People who blogs about unhappy post needs the audience here a pair of listening ears.
Usually, im the second type. That's becos i have too many things im happy with and im proud of. But i only lack of listening ears. I do not know who to turn to or what or how i can express myself. This perhaps the only way im here.
Things wasnt going quite well here . Almost everything work, relationship, friends but apart from my family. They are always who they were. Mayb recently just too busy to do my own stuffs, the time i spend with them is lesser.
Work, there has been an unpleasent events recently. Relationship, we are seperating apart for our own space. Friends, have been busy. (But im glad im meeting them tml).
Im not going to emphaise on what had happened during my work as i have done numerous times of explaining and complaining.
Regards on relationship, it made me moved newly to the next level. well, to the bad side i guess. When couples spend too much time together, one realise they forgot what they really like to do for themselves. I had went through a lot of heart wrenching and heart breaking moments. It was a terrible experiences and really took me for a long time to recover. Since, i was always careful of whom i am going to date. Initially, not serious relationship that i will put into commitments till i changed my mind when i was swayed away with so much goodness that was showered to me. I thought this wont be the same.
I always thought he will be always this nice and thoughtful . All couples do quarrel and we had many. Sometimes to an extent, you know something is different. The feelings is not the same. You are tired and wishes you would liked to do a different thing.You wanted to break free and change something.
He once told me the 3 words which meant the whole world to girls. I simply irritated by it and told him to only say it when he really mean it. From that day onwards, he never say that to me anymore. I know he do not mean it that he loves me.Neither do i believe in such. I have no confidence in this relationship or even thought we gonna be forever.
This few days had set me alot of thinking. We always changing dating parthners now and then. Becos we are young.Mine always dosent last up to one year without parting off and look for others. When there's commitment, you spent time, effort and feelings slowly bit by bit accumulated into the relationship. When everything ended. ALl you got back was like multiple stabs into the old wound of your heart again and again. Kind of sick of it and that's how i learnt to be tough so you wont feel the pain deeper. You will learn to let go . I do envy people with long term relationships and at same time it's a real pity taking a hard time ending breaking up.
What my instinct tells me that i wasnt going to let him do or say anything to hurt me. I kept my silence and just wanted to stay away.
Im afraid of crying, heart broken.It gives you a helpess and lonely kind of feeling you cant deal with. You hate this and you totally looks weak in this. Whenever i start crying, i always thought this gonna not be for me. I cant forget the moment that i cried so badly and the ease of pain when i held my two besties. That pain again and again finally brings me to a point how foolish i was back there crying for someone totally not worth it. thought of it this was funny. and before that time , that was not the first time as well.I thought back then enough was enough. I wish i can be an astronaut. Because they cant cry. Tears wont flow.
Im afraid of the more feelings im into you. The hurtful things you did will hurt me much deeper. I do not want that. If we are happier without each other. I believe this is a good choice for both own good. We can move on and enjoy our life better. If we sees no future, why do we need to carry on so hard. Life wasnt going this way to live.
Guess he wont see this . becos he never takes a look into my blog since long ago. Funniest. It was his friend the one who view here once before telling him. He dosent bother.
I Do not say i love you because i do not see future in you. I can live without a man like so do you without a girlfriend like me.I do not love you as i never tried an effort to be a better gf. I kept wanting from you but you did not.
I can get hurt easily as well as give up this easily. This is what i can, Perhaps mayb you're not. Mayb you already have.
4:53 AM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Weekend gateway for relaxation. Too much time to spare so im here blogging. I'm having so called "Long holidays away from school"
Let's start on how i spent this weekend. Headed to tampinies 1 a new shopping mall just launched. And a killing of shoppings and good stuffs down my stomach. Talking about food.. I had gone twice to this sort of Japanese Marche concept resturant on fri and sat subsequently. For the information both resturants are different in term of name.
SAT EQUALS==
1.BACHMANN Japanese (Lunch) $25.04
2.Brown leather belt $7.90
3.BLUSH Lingerie $52
4, 2X bottle Herbal tea
Enjoyment - Priceless
Well , regarding about lingerie. In the first place never thought of getting till i have idea for my coming birthday party and also a comfort sleepwear. Is just beautiful to resist.I cant believe i got this but i just get it. and seriously i like this. Will i have a sleepwear party. ?
I want my ladies be with me as well..
Perhaps in which i will start plan it in my to do list.
Sometimes weekends was the release of desire for shopaholic desires .
That's all.
Now for my shopping list.. what's Next?
6:46 AM
Monday, March 23, 2009
It's really been ages since i last blog here.. as though cobwebs already formed every corner of here and there. The reason when i came upon blogging is either I'm too bored and there's a need to shoot things out from here. This time, It's the both reasons. Firstly I'm super bored, All my closest girlfriends are either busy of coming exams or working. I finished the exams of mine and just only spare two weeks of holidays. That's pathetic. Holiday working and yet still cant catch up with my girls i misses most. That girl i misses most now is TeoXueYan. Hope she's doing well and I'mgg to write to her soon.
Secondly, All was about work. I used to looking forward and enjoy working back in Singtel. But however, this wasnt so as far as for now. I dunnoe how the way i should put it but i can tell everything has a lot that has changed..
Lastly , i've been brooding of changing my current course . Which was From a IT to Business . That was a major decision to be made, and i still currently awaiting for my exam result.
Out of all these im glad, it was sometimes consoling with my lovely boy to plan a holiday trip to Batam which was on the pending list of my holiday. I really dread for a holiday oversea. At same time, i miss diving. And im still urging my instructor to complete my rescue course.
I believe i will update here more pictures here when i came blogging next time.
9:23 AM
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Sometimes i wish you are the one, but my choice wasn't you. Not because i do not like you, What i want is you as a friend by my side forever. That was selfish and i knew it very well. I should have learnt to let go . I knew i have relies on you too much. Perhaps now i have should learnt...and let go. you deserve better.
7:04 AM
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Due to the fact that my current study course as an IT freak... I been at my computer doing most of my time on C++ programming... And realise i have few updates over here for a long long time..
Jus finding myself here taking a break free from all those Miserable programmings im studying right now. Just a meanwhile i have to mug again.. buried into the IT freak world. Imagine the scenario me in tt abt 1 cm thick pair of glasses.. rabbit teeth.. staring at the com for almost near 24 hours a day...
Realise i have been busy either in my work place or SIM... And this two places.. whenever i will be.. i will be keep looking into that Box thing by name of "Computers". My life is nw in that world. I believe this two places be workplace and SIM was where i had been stuck in for nearly abt consecutively 2 months.. My life started out in daily routine in which i getting used... standard routine 9am- 6pm i will be only running to this 2 places on weekdays. Only weekends will be the days of revive my energy.
I miss so much for my friends... Trying hard to dig out some time out for a catch up. Friends, relationship and studies.. Im still trying to weight out the balance.
Well.. as what my parent told me.. "That's everything you also want"... I'm been greedy... i putted myself in so much commitments.
I wants him I wants friends I wants study I wants work I wants play I wants Travel
counting down 2 weeks for my exam and i will be free.. All i have to do now is bite tight...and strive the way...
Im so tired..... (=.=)
8:48 AM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Super long since i last posted here.I have still so much things yet to do awaiting.. Clearing up my bedroom and study for today... Suppose i will have to squeeze some time to accompany tt huggable bear..
It was a late long night for ytd. Things werent gg tt well as expected. But i really am appreciated with all my friends who makes an effort to come by celebrating my birthday.
Not only them as well as others who wishes the best birthday through Smses and msn.. etc.I got you guys messages and wonder of the greatness of the network from friendster and facebook, reminding all my friends my birthdate.
The Most unexpected was from Xueyan.. her sms from oversea which i received several days before.I really wished so much she was there ytd.
This birthday was kinda a different one. Because it was the first with a Bf.Im really glad he's always around with me for the past and now.
I shall upload the photos of this weekend.. A busy series of event planned out.. Thanks and for all to all my beloved friends.
Night Safari 101008
8:44 PM
Friday, September 19, 2008
It blossoms with the new beginning
marked on this very day = D
5:20 AM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
I've finally update on my blog here on regards about my life. It's been very busy busy days since after i came back from Tioman.
Working OT at Singtel.
I know for your informations, people who asked me abt my job.
I'm holding several temp jobs.
Super cheong for my pocket money.
Okay back to today i went for my first photoshoot on modelling.
Kind of feeling awkward in gg along, i got a nanny to tag along with me.
Then on the way to the clark quay shoot venue, he became the first photographer of the day.
And i finally had the McDonald's Griddles..
It was SUPER Heaven!~!
It's a Must try..
well ... i dun earn anything promoting this here....
After a scumptous breakfast,
The start of the photoshoot for U-nik photographer.
Nanny was then told that he was not allowed to take photo shooting with his own camera,
then influence for artistic shot...
he took as follow...
follow by i've to entertain with him as well...
The photoshoot was quite fun throughout the process.
As it was still early my shopping urge struck.
Im Shopping addict...
Went home i went straight to coma into sleep.
Woke up later at night and for childhood reminisce to celebrate Lantern festival.
6:16 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Was time the reason i losing faith in you..?
Or was i the one who lost myself?
Sometimes you offered me home..
I say nth but bye...
Sometimes you offered the treat..
I say not a "thanks"..
Sometimes you are there...
I say nth of appreciation...
Sometimes you care...
I said only "whatever"...
But deep inside i know how much u did.. i deeply appreciate...
Appreciate not knowing a way to show it..
i hope u understands and know i really do care...
but my ego had been holding on...
The first time i saw his another side..
Was wondering if he's really the one i know..
I really admit i dun completly understands you..
All i need you is to talk...
Nt leaving me there nth to say...
smth i fear is coming.. and tt was smth i hate..
Pls dun expect much frm me..
9:24 AM
Thursday, August 07, 2008
This whole week was a busy one. Packed with working schdule and so on. Sorry for the recent social entertainment.. I juz dont feel like posting up all the pictures.
I am working in a boutique right now... And my fashion sense was all influenced with all the lacey korean style. I like matching stuffs on tt shop models. But definitly nt on me. I still hate to be too feminie as usual...
But luckily tt shop wasnt as pink as tt of the sheer romance where a frenz by name of lemon who still working there.. I uz suddenly so random wanted to go find her.. But too bad she wasnt wrking at far east for this whole week. Since when is the last time i meet my ladies... ...
And however instead,, i had been meeting my guy frenzs..
I realised i had doing lots of stuffs alone.. Juz kinda lazy or reluctant to meet somebody else.. so i did everything myself. Shopping, Dinner, Wandering around....
I think im getting used to this... Everything else went so fine....
8:18 AM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
The sat nite spend at Arena..
The DJ juz rock the nite's out...
And i gt this frm the stage... by this singer....
The name as referred "Blow job".Frm bday boy shawn,
Their gang
Act cutes..
Finally the only decent pic i took with him.. The smelly skunk who had chinese herb on his abt "dislocated shoulder" since noon...
5:55 PM
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Tends nth much to do.. Staying at home almost a day... Perhaps was boredom or juz out of concern... I was finding her blog....
Being always randomly online frenzs juz happened to know btwn me and her... Quite surprising she talked abt me often to certains of her frenzs who i suppose talked to me as well...
Both common thing is we often find random pp to talk to online.. a stranger who we nv met or know.
Sometimes when process of growing up.. we saw the younger generation of the younger .. The "Us" we used to be... Likes skipping school.. get yourself emotional and..etc... It's those times of super Ups and Downs.. the certain teenager age being rebellious and carefree... We often do What's new and catches attention...
Relationship were the main things that makes us grow.. not only in BGR.. but as well with ur family and frenzs...
Bcos of this time im nt working i tend to spend some time look around... I do cherish everything's with me.. Family and frenzs... Juz wondering if i started to know myself better after i've stopped working and set myself thinking.
Sometimes i wonder why we are best frenzs but she seems so much closer to her rather than me.. why i juz find myself hard getting into social circle of frenzs... I realise im not opening up to anyone.. and tt was my choice....
And y din i do so... and perhaps was the way of im being growing up... Used to be inferior and nt confident of myself... Im scared of rejection...
Reading her blog.. seems to bring me back to the times i was before... i always do smth unexpectedly frm others.... i yearn for affirmation and attention as well... and when i did.. i gt a sense of satisfy...
Perhaps it was a natural process when u start growing up.. u find more and more abt urself... U know what u really want.. Unlike the others wld stay as childish Lians and bengs in their same 20s.. i ve already move on....
I shld nt really despise them on their behaviour or really prejudice.. bcos i understand much i was used to be like them rebellious ,attention seeker... Mayb it still haven reach to a point where they truly find themselves.. they juz need more time...
She has piercing all over her face and tatoos like an auntie... i sometimes do really doubt her style.... but smth i know pp will grow up and those marks on her remains premanent... smth i felt kind of waste for her... but admire her courage and boldness she did it... with all these ...
she had to see all these kind of mark on her all her life.... Unless another round of pain to remove it permanently...
A way i dun approach her bcos sometimes her attitude were like mine... I know whatever p ptell me or advice is i wouldnt want to care... I am is myself....
I did mistakes and i learnt frm there .. and tt was where i started all frm.... To grow up.. It's all started frm u urself.. and nobody can ever help u... cos only you yourself deeply know what you want to become...
i know whats good for me also process of pain losing smth and gain.... ha y suddenyl i sund kinda emo... i juz hope she wld open up to me as well.... Cos i do care as well
9:12 AM
Im so bored.. somebody please bring me out...
I had quitted my job in california...
And the days of freedom finally came..
as well as blanking days which felt at such boredom at times...
Juz so nt used to nth to do... a whole day..
By right suppose hav smth to do.. but juz lazy to do so...
went for 2 interview which im quite looking forward..
One in fitness first whereas another one at Ripcurl...
PLs Pls get back to me fast.. My workaholic instinct wanted me to get started again...
It was all these sweet moments.. The feelings is somehow i found...
It blossoms with the new beginning
